email: Crazy

I am sorry...
God i feel like i hurt you all the time. I think in my own way i am trying to run you off because i am scared, but that is not an excuse to hurt you Joe. I don't know what the hell i am doing any more but i do know that i need to stop drinking when we all go out...things come out that should not and i have not control over them. I don't feel that i have control over anything anymore... I am truly sorry...
-her