I am Human

I've been thinking about my life to this point, and all the times I've been sad, or numb, or broken, or happy, or loved, or confident. During our converstion last night about utopias and dystopias a lot of talk was about cyborgs and the seeking of human emotions. The last few months have been the most non-human I have ever been. I was a cyborg. My emotions and my feelings were fake and masked as my mind had my heart ignoring my true self. When I awoke from this nightmare, I realize I am human. Period. I love. I feel. I cry. I hope. I love her as is if I never understood true love before. I love her as no one ever has. I will show her how I love her.