We are good people

Does your Mom rely on L.? Does she hate him for it? Does she love him less for it? Does she love herself less for it?

You pushed me away, I didn't reject you. I had to let go of you for yourself and for me. Your drinking forced me away, and your friends, and your family. I think we all knew you needed to find the bottom and pull yourself out. Nobody could do that for you. When you say you'll go back to drinking and not be happy down here, that's really wrong. I'm not the cause of your drinking - which you still rely on as we've not been together for months. It's a matter of security and full comfort with a man you need. It comes from the issues with your father. I accept you, I love you, I want you, I desire you. I want to touch you and protect you. That is how you love someone.

We are good people. We are great people. We once were madly in love. I didn't let go of loving you and a dream of being with you and I've found myself falling in love with you all over again. If you shut down, close up, we'll miss the most important moment in our lives. You do give so much of yourself, something I've been able channel and can give back. But there's a part of you that I didn't get into.

Don't write me off just yet.