Just Ashes

I am a way for you to break the cycle. You want to be alone, yet you will fail at that on the outside. You'll be in relationships, have someone to love, be loved. But inside, you will continue to find the unsettling feeling it won't last forever - and they won't. You need to be in your first truly committed relationship, not be alone. Open yourself as you never done before. Push through your fears and don't push me away - no need to test anymore - pull me closer. Don't make me the one that you will forever regret losing. I've given you everything you asked for. You just didn't know you were asking. I see the problems; half the battle. I'm not done fighting for us. I don't want a day to come where I have to say goodbye my love, my friend, nothing here for me and just ashes are all we have in common.