Scared

I feel so horrible. I can't believe how worthless of a human I became. I don't know how I got there. So low. So stupid. I am so scared. I don't know how she has the strength to talk to me. I don't know why she has bothered. I am so scared that I won't be able show how my love for her never left my heart, how her face never left my eyes, and her touch never left my lips, before she can find a reason she won't let me back in.